I am sad :-(

Hello all,

today I am feeling sad. I don't know why but I seem to have sad melancholy fall upon me. It started yesterday I think and although I was in denial when Drain asked me today I am in acceptance.
I think it may be a combination of several things, and I shall begin by listing them below.

1. I want a new car. Not even new, 2nd hand will do but as long as it is better than my rusting piece of money eating garbage. I hate the car I have, and getting in it to drive really brings me down. The seat is broken and at a crooked angle so making it the most uncomfortable hunk of crap ever, the air con is so rubbish that even on a 30 degree day the windows give better cooling. Don't even mention 40 degree days to me!!! It drinks so much fuel that If I carry on driving much longer I may be personally responsible for depleting the worlds oil reserves. It is rusty, when it rains the carpet gets wet from all the holes. I could carry on but I won't. I think you all get the picture.
2. I want more money. Drain's birthday and Valentines day are coming up and I never have enough money to buy her the things I want to buy her. I always have to settle for less because I cannot afford it and that really upsets me because Drain deserves the best. Now I know she says she is happy with what she gets, but I feel bad about it.
3. Being hassled at work by certain people. Nuff said. I think we have all been there.
4. The health and well being of certain family members. I am not going to go into detail here.
5. The bloody diet is getting on my nerves. Eating gruel is not fun anymore. I know it is good for me and if I don't do it then there is a good chance I will have a heart attack in the next 10-15 years and probably die.
   
6. I'll come back to point number 6
7. The high cost of mobile phones in Australia.
8. Why do we have to pay so much more money for some goods in Australia? Take for instance guitar accessories. I wanted to buy for my friend a guitar multi effects pedal. Here in Australia it had a RRP of $250, shops were knocking it out for $180, but I went onto ebay and bought one brand new from an online retiler located in the good 'ol USA for.........$98 Australian. Including freight, taxes and all the other magical stuff. Why the $150 loading on the RRP????? Does it cost that much to ship over? If it does then bloody well post em.
9. Grrrrrr, I am now making myself angry. But I will not go into a rant, I must not rant, I must not rant, I must not rant, I must not rant, I must not rant, I must not rant, I must not rant etc etc.

That's about it really. So you can see I am not in a very good mood at the moment. Hopefully it will pass by the time I meet Drain after work tonight and I can be the happy little bunny that I normally am.

Thanks for listening/reading.